My Prayers and I...

So with everything going on I just really don't know where to begin my post. Guess I'm a little stumped. I would like to ask you all to please pray for Richard. He is having a difficult time with the rash. It has become very painful and extremely uncomfortable for him. It is all over his head, face, neck, upper torso. He is having a hard time getting any sleep at night due to the pain. The doctor did call him some medicine to take. Hopefully it will help. He is also taking Benadryl and using a very good cream. Also please pray for the boys. We had to tell them the knew news last night. They are handling the best they know how. I know it's hard on them to have to function through their daily lives and then come home to this. I know because I do it too every time I leave to go to work. It hurts us that Richard hurts. We just love him so very much.

Since all I got is prayer request I thought I would take a second and do this little ditty from my friend Lizzie. Sorry if it seems a little down. Probably not the best time for me to do this. but it's my Blog and I'll be sad if I want to.

I AM ... a God follower, wife, mother, friend, sister, daughter, ME.

I WANT... to be optimistic instead of realistic.

I HAVE ... more than I ever could have dreamed of having.

I WISH I COULD ... fix it all.

I HATE ... watching the man I love suffer.

I FEAR ... the future.

I HEAR ... the tears in the silence.

I SEARCH ... for peace and understanding.

I DON'T THINK ... I will ever find a love like this.

I REGRET ... nothing.

I LOVE ... the way he looks at me, the way he says my name, the way his lips lightly brush mine, the way he smells and feels. I just love.

I ACHE FOR ... the good ole days.

I ALWAYS CRY ... always.

I AM NOT ... as strong as I appear to be.

I DANCE ... with my boys.

I SING ... praise.

I NEVER ... have had to face my fears like this before.

I RARELY ... complain.

I CRY WHEN I WATCH ... my 3 guys together.

I AM NOT ALWAYS ... who I could be.

I HATE THAT ... this happens to anybody.

I'M CONFUSED ABOUT ... why God chooses not to fix these things. But I also understand why he gives them to us to bare.

I NEED ... to throw some clay.

I SHOULD ... try to sleep.

And on a happier note. I have some pretty awesome Co-workers. Minnie Mouse sent me some flowers to cheer me up. Thought that was pretty awesome. I love her she rocks.

And the best part. This arrangement was done by my friend Mandi aka Manj. She owns Hot House Deign Studio. She makes some of the most awesome contemporary pieces in flower arranging ever.