Little bit of everything

Thank you all so much for the kind words, the prayers and the emails. I/we can't thank you enough.

Ya'll know how Jacob got tripped by the kid at School? Well apparently my sweet little boy has some nerve damage. Why you ask? Well because the rash that he has we found out today from the Doctor that he has the shingles. I am so not believing this. He is on about as much medicine as Richard is now. Poor little guy just hurts. He can't go to School for a week. Although Richard did go pick up his books and all of his assignments today. So maybe when he feels like it he can work on them some. He's having alot of pain and discomfort. Thank goodness for children's liquid lortab or I don't know what we would do.

Richard and I talked last night about our frustrations. All we know is that there is alot of uncertainty of what's going to happen as this continues to progress. It's not like there is someone that has gone through this and come back and said "hey this is how it's gonna be" I think that is the most difficult part for both of us. We love each other so much that it just hurts to know what we are facing is not going to go away. This is our life and this is how it is. If it wasn't for our Faith in God I don't know how we would continue with the day to day. He is the reason that we continue to have the strength to continue to put one foot in front of the other everyday and to keep moving forward no matter how scary it may be.

We have been married for almost 8 years and I am still head over heals in love with my husband. He is the strongest most wonderful man I have ever known. And as long as he lives I will continue to tell him this everyday and when he's gone I will make sure everyone I meet knows that a love like this really does exist and that I was privileged enough to experience it because these are and have been the best days of my life.