With the rising Sun

On days when the sunlight shines through the window and warms my face as I lay in bed. Opening my eyes and hearing the deep breaths coming from my husband as he lays beside me in peaceful slumber. It is then that I thank God for this day.

There are alot of nights that I can't sleep. These are the nights that I lay next to my love and watch him sleep. I find myself studying if you will. The shape of his lips, the smell of his skin, every laugh line upon his face, the pattern of his breathing, the way him and the dog alternate snores.

There are so many things I want to remember for myself and for the boys.

Like how contagious his laugh is, the way that every night before bed he has oreo's for a snack, and the fact that through it all his Faith in God has never wavered.

Richard has said many times that if one person came to know Jesus by all that he has gone through then all this is worth it. He is so right.

We can't waste anything, in everything we need to give God the Glory he deserves.

P.s. Wanted to let everyone know that I was wrong about Richard seeing the Doctor on Tuesday to get the results. Richard's appointment actually isn't until Thursday. Sometimes my days all run together.