Just when things are looking up...

WHAM!!!!

So things have been going along pretty well here lately. With everything... work, boys, Richard and I. Ya know it seemed like things were "normal" somewhat.

But all good "normal" things must come to an end I suppose.

Richard hasn't been feeling all that great for a few days. I've noticed, but when I would ask he would just brush it off as nothing or my favorite excuse "it's just the weather."

I knew better. Ya know us wives... we know.

Anyhow my honey's CF has been flaring up but not enough for him to have to go in just yet. Although I am sure a Hospital visit is in our near future before we leave to go to Disney.

It's the Cancer end of things that seem to be causing my Mr. Wonderful some new troubles. He's having a little bit more pain here recently. And he is having what he calls an indescribable feeling in his lower abdomen. Like a pulling or tugging sensation. It's not comfortable for him.

He called the Oncologist office today and he goes in to see them tomorrow at 1:20. And then they will determine if he needs a scan. They'll probably do some routine blood work and such.

I have never known anyone in my life more in tune with their body than Richard. He knows when something is wrong. He knew he had Cancer 3 months before the Doctors did. He just knows when things are wrong with him.

We have read a lot and been told a lot about his cancer and we know that as it progresses it produces a thick fluid type substance that fuses things together. Such as intestines, organs and such. Richard feels as though this may be what is happening. But we don't know that yet. Staying positive.

God still has His plan. His love is greater than any I have ever known.

I trust Him. My Faith will not faulter.

John 14:27

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives.

Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

Ok God I'm trying... I'm trying. Love you,

Sister for Bean!

So this morning I was reading some blogs and I always read MckMama's. I have never not once commented. I also have never participated in Not Me Monday. Haha... I know I need to quit being a lurker.

Anyhow this morning she blogged about Claire's Super Huge Adoption Raffle-Raiser and the opportunity to win an awesome Canon prize pack.

And well you guys know I am in desperate need of a camera with our Angel Disney trip fast approaching. And what better to try and win one other than helping in Claire's adoption process.

Even if I don't win at least I know I had a hand in doing a small part to help bring Claire home.

I do hope you will stop over and check it out.

Blog Therapy

My faith is strong yet my heart is heavy.

Sometimes I don't know how to deal.

Sometimes I just need a good cry.

Sometimes I just need a hug.

Sometimes I need a revelation...



All the time I let HIM love me. Cause always I will love HIM.



Sometimes I can't express the way I'm feeling.

Music helps.

I...

So I seen this over at Mere's place and thought it was cool. And let me just say if you haven't checked her out. You should.

I live: in an old mining town in Alabama.

I work: at a Rehabilitation Center at the Hospital.

I smell: food cooking in the cafeteria.

I listen: to all sorts of things. I am a music junkie.

I hide: Christmas presents.

I walk: all over the place.

I write: my name and doodle alot.

I see: good with my glasses on but without I'm blind as a bat.

I sing: all the time.

I can: say the entire alphabet backwards in less than 10 seconds or so. It's my one and only talent.

I watch: whatever strikes my fancy.

I daydream: nope not really.

I want: to grow old with the one that I am so deeply in-love with, to rejoice when our boys start college, get married and have sweet babies. To not have to worry about the tomorrows.

I cry: alot. It's a wonder my face hasn't shriveled like that of fingers that have been in water to long.

I read: daily.

I love: with my whole heart not half.

I rode: in the car this morning.

I sometimes: get lost in my thoughts.

I fear: the inevitable.

I hope: this finds you well.

I eat: way too much Mexican food. I'm addicted.

I drink: a lot of sweet tea.

I play: the wii with the boys.

I miss: my mom and wonder what she would think of the boys and Richard.

I forgive: way to easily sometimes.

I drive: a Mustang but my name is not Sally.

I lost: one of my favorite flip-flops. Can not find it. argh

I dream: very rarely.

I kiss: Richard and the boys lots.

I hug: everyone.

I have: been blessed.

I remember: things I would rather forget.

I don't: like licorice what so ever.

I believe: prayers do get answered daily.

I owe: just your everyday bills.

I know: that I'm glad I started this blog.

I hate: that time just can't stand still for certain moments.

I wish: for a new Nikon D40 or Canon Rebel SLR. Wishing is right.

I wear: Valentino glasses. They are the only designer things I own.

My ex: will always be an ex.

Maybe I should: learn to slow down a little.

People would say that I'm: I don't know what would you say?

I don't understand: but I know it's God's plan.

Life is full of: surprises, open doors and outstanding opportunities.

My past is: just that the past.

I get annoyed when: I'm late to anything.

Parties are: usually for the kids.

Tomorrow: will start a new day.

Never in my life have I: been able to ride in the back seat of a car without getting car sick.

When I was younger, I: was a tomboy.

When I'm nervous: I have to pee.

When I was 5: I broke both of my collarbones at the same time while trying to see how fast an A frame swing could go while standing up. FYI it's goes pretty fast up until it flips and throws you out.

My life is not complete without: COFFEE everyday.

If you visit my hometown: check out Rich's BBQ by the beach. It is some kind of yummy goodness.

The world could do without: violence.

If I ever go back to school: haha that's funny.

And, by the way: you should do this too.I would love to read it.

I needed a fix...

An Eddie Vedder/ Pearl Jam fix. Have loved them since I was 15. Phew that was 13 years ago. Geez. WOW! Really?

Yellow Ledbetter. FAVORTIE song ever!


Hard Sun. Love it. Loved Into the Wild. Awesome movie.


Guaranteed. *sigh*


Just because it's another favorite.

Prayer Request

It's 10 o'clock at night and I just got home from Atlanta.

I went there today to join Lizzie so that we could be there for our good bloggy and IRL friend Kat at the Hospital.

Her husband Michael had an aneurysm last night.

We don't know what is to come from all this. But God does.

Please pray for Michael's healing and recovery. Pray for Kat,their 2 sweet girls and the rest of their family as they face the days ahead.

Thank you. God Bless.

Raising Awareness

As many of you know that have been around my place here, my husband Richard is 46 years old and suffers from Cystic Fibrosis. He is one of the oldest CF patients in the State of Alabama. He has lived well past the life expectancy of 37. We want everyone that suffers from CF to live a long and full life. And the only way to do that is to Raise Awareness, get the word out and donate to Cystic Fibrosis research so that maybe one day soon there will be a cure.

I wanted to introduce you to a few of my fellow Blog and IRL friends that are also battling Cystic Fibrosis. I want you my readers to be AWARE of this deadly disease that affects approximately
30,000 Americans and the 1,000 new cases that are diagnosed every year. It's time for a change. It's time for a Cure!

Now let's get on with the introductions.

• First off there is Katey. She is wonderful. I know Katey personally and her steadfast Faith and relationship with God are more than inspiring to me. Katey had a Living Donor Double Lung Transplant at age 18. She truly is a amazing.

• Then there is Nate and his super awesome wife Tricia. Tricia's strength to overcome all the hurdles of the past year will leave your face wet with tears and in awe of a God that surpasses all understanding. But sweet Gwyneth Rose will melt your heart and you will fall more in love with this wonderful family.

• Now for the absolutely sweetest little girl. Reilly. She is 5 and full of spunk and fight. Her Mom Cindy is wonderful and chronicles their journey down this very long path of unknowns. Right now we are all awaiting a possible surprise. I sure wish Cindy would spill the beans already. hint hint Cindy

• Tracy is another one of my IRL friends. Her daughter Molly is quite possibly the most polite 12 year old I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. I got to have lunch with Molly and Tracy the other day while Molly was in the hospital for 14 days of treatment. Man that Chinese food was good. huh girls? Can't wait for us to be able to get together again soon outside of the confines of the Hospital.

• At last but certainly not least would have to be the most handsomest little fella ever. Phoenix. Oh he is such a cutie pie. I just want to hug him and love on him. Oh those cheeks. And that smile, gets me every time. Phoenix is almost 9 months old. But everyday for this little handsome fella has been a fight. The whole family is just precious and we celebrate every milestone with them no matter how big or small.

• Now just this morning I stumbled onto Marcus' blog. He doesn't have CF. However he is a Respiratory Therapy student. And let me just say that you make some long lasting friendships with RT's when you're a CF patient. As part of his last semester he has to do some kind of community project. He has decided to do the Great Strides walk held by the Cystic Fibrosis Foundation. He has put together his own team and has set a goal of $1500. Go check him out cause he's also holding some contests for extra incentive. And I know how ya'll like some Give-A-Ways.

Now these are just a handful of the ones I read daily. There are so many more ya'll. So many more.

I hope that you will visit my friends I have listed and leave them some bloggy love. Let them know I sent you over.